Divorce! should I be sentenced to a life alone?

Firstly thank goodness you left your husband. He is a total douche and doesn't deserve to have you. Secondly I would research and find a good doctor to help you out. I think there are clinical trials for botox. I'm sure there are also other techniques out there surely. You might also want to talk to other women with it. There is no reason to spend your life alone. I'm sure you can find a guy that is actually loving and would be understanding. I'm sure it didn't help that your husband was being such a jerk.