SHOULD I HAVE A ELECTIVE C SECTION WITH MY FIRST BABY DUE TO FEAR OF CHILD BIRTH?

I AM SCARED ABOUT TEARING DURING BIRTH OF MY FIRST CHILD. I'M ALSO NOT REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO ALL THE PAIN OF CONTRATIONS, DILATION, AND SO FORTH.... I'M NOT JUST SCARED AS IN WORRIED I AM TREMBLING WITH FEAR WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT,